Freedom

Will Lain-Hedden ’26

I carry my skis not just in my hands but in my identity. Their vibrant blue color and orange highlights stand out like a beacon of light while being slayed across a blanket of cold white snow. They are bold, and yet they can’t even speak. Their still, however, say many words. They’re wide, stiff, and heavy enough to feel their presence whenever I throw them into the back of my car, but yet, when I use them, that weight disappears. They allow me to float like I have wings, flying above the noise of the city and stress of school. They carry me into a place much quieter and open. They let me flow down a run with the wind rushing through my helmet, clearing my mind of all negative thoughts. When I ski, those bright, clunky pieces of wood become a beacon of freedom. I didn’t just walk into a shop and pick them out like any pair of skis. I earned them through years of hard work. A discount followed with a sponsorship, but more importantly, it allowed me to recognize something in myself. That I was no longer that scared, hesitant, and unconfident kid. I’ve grown into someone I’ve hoped to become. Proving to myself that all my hard work was worth it. Even though they only get used for part of the year, they live with me always. Even when the light closes on the season, they still shine like a light in my room. In a hot, stuffy classroom during the middle of spring, when school feels like it is coming to a close, I carry the thought and imagine them shooting up snow and allowing me to fly in the air. When the first snowfall lands on the mountains and the cold wind travels through the air, I see them rise and create colors similar to a brisk sunrise. My skis travel with me everywhere, in my car, on a plane, down the run, and in my mind. With them, I feel like I am not just another person in life, but instead, I have a true sense of identity. They carry me through thick winter storms and steep lines, and I carry them with pride. They remind me that something small can be the most powerful form of light. That something heavy can still set you free.

Lyric Essay

Win Chandler ’26

Being at the mountain is its own kind of serenity that serenades you in its own simple sounds: the the click of your boots, the zipping of your jacket and the indescribable clap of your skis hitting the snow. The cold settles deep in your chest and makes every breath feel like a refreshing sip of your favorite drink after a long day. You push off and gravity does the talking

Skiing demands a kind of trust and faith that doesn’t come from thinking, but reaction. You lean and continue forward even when all you see is the hill dropping away. Mistakes are expected, the mountain teaches through failure and motion. Falling is brief. Getting up is instant. You correct, push off, and keep moving forward.

High in the mountain, the world simplifies. The sky, endless and pale. Problems fall on the hill and to the to the size of the next run, the next turn, the next breath. Time passes, you forget. You forget everything except balance and speed and the way the snow sprays as you come to a halting stop just reaching the bottom.

Up on the mountain, your mind ad body are disconnected, relying on muscle memory, Fear fades into instinct, and every turn becomes a balance between control and letting go. When you stop, heart racing, you realize the mountain didn’t overwhelm you, it cleared everything else away.

Finding Home in Others

Nina deGuzman ’25

           When they walk into the room, it is as if the air itself shifts, the world softens. A wave of warmth rolls over me, a lightness I didn’t know was missing. It’s not a sudden thing—it is more like the quiet hum of something familiar that was always there, but hidden beneath the surface. Their presence fills me, calms me, like a missing piece I never realized was gone. I feel whole, not because they complete me, but in their company, I remember that I am already whole.

           But when they leave, the world presses heavier, it is suffocating. The silence stretches wide, and I feel its weight—a hollow space that nothing seems to fill. It is not loneliness, but in a way, an emptiness, like something essential is missing. I move through my day, but without them, I am adrift. The happiness that came so easily with them feels distant, like a song I once knew but can no longer recite.

           Even in their absence, I carry them—in their laughter, in their touch, in their warm scent. It lingers in the corners of my mind, a warmth that still holds me. But it is not the same. The happiness is quieter now, a memory that does not quite fill the room. I have learned that home isn’t a place, but a feeling they give me—a feeling that stays even when they are far.

           I am learning that I am not complete without them. Their love, their joy—it does not vanish when they do. It shifts, settles in, and I carry it. The happiness they gave me is still here, even if it is quieter now. I am not broken when they leave. I am enough. I am whole. I have learned that home is not where they are, but what they have given me to carry within myself.

Glory, She Misses It

Reese Hanson ’25

This is one of three poems that were inspired by a chapter in the novel Valentine.  In that novel, the main character works to reclaim her sense of self after surviving a violent assault. Her mother was deported back to Mexico, and she has only her uncle, a Vietnam war veteran, who is trying his best to support her and help her heal. 

Stripped of a mother and her years

Bright red scars on her feet from running out there

Exposed to the shark’s teeth

This isn’t your life

Horror has brought her here

Grabs her ankles and legs and neck

She fought, she fought, she fought

You survived this

  

This is a war story

Its fingers still wrapped around Glory

Stupidest girl in the world

She is getting past this

  

She don’t want to start over

Glory’s life is a stopped tape

It has been stolen from her

This is not my story

She is a refugee

Holding out her hands

Save me, pardon me

Glory is broken, blue, and scarred

This story is yours.

This is Not Your Life

Cate Holzli ‘25

This is one of three poems that were inspired by a chapter in the novel Valentine.  In that novel, the main character works to reclaim her sense of self after surviving a violent assault. Her mother was deported back to Mexico, and she has only her uncle, a Vietnam war veteran, who is trying his best to support her and help her heal. 

Begin

Glory rolled her eyes

Between her ears and the world

Call me anything

Nobody.

Help.

He was right.

Start packing, Glory.

Scars.

This isn’t your life.

Ungrateful.

Dream, Spark of pleasure—horror.

Quiet.

Still.

Grow up.

You’re gonna be okay.

Smooth steel,

Leather handle,

Pocketknife.

Alive,

Pulling,

Pushing,

Back into the dark.

Wait.

She fought.

You survived this.

This is a war story.

Together.

Loneliness

Stolen from herself.

That evil belongs to him.

She can stay afloat.

I’m sorry,

Poor little thing.

Voices, Stories,

Maybe this is yours.

End.