A Letter to Myself

Fiona Bianchi ‘25

           I love winter; I love whatever season I am living in. I love the wind, the cold, the rain, ice, snow, and darkness; I love the quiet. I love the dark because it makes me enjoy what little light there is all the more; I love the quiet; it makes me excited for spring when the birds sing again. The cold allows me to bundle up and I can enjoy nice warm drinks in the coziest of places better than if it were summer or any other season.

           You say you hate the winter, hate the cold, the dark, the rain, and quiet. Sometimes I wonder if only you say that to be agreeable with the people you are around. I see you find yourself longing for the next season for all the things you can do in it and never enjoying the one you’re in. You say you hate how you can never warm up, never dry off, never get cozy. You say you miss hearing the birds, looking for them wherever we go.

           I love Christmas because of the gifts and jokes my household family gives to each other, and the empty time I can fill with them over the break.

           You say you hate Christmas because your larger family never gets along long enough to be together for an evening. You hate all the extra time because you are afraid to waste it on things you fear you won’t enjoy. You don’t know what to do with yourself.

           I love the snow, and you love the snow, yet you still say you hate winter. You are sad for the birds and say you miss them, but once they come back in spring you get annoyed when they wake you up with their shrieks, melodies, and greetings.

           I hate school and its rigid schedules, conflicts, and petty disturbances, but you, you love school; you love its schedule and assignments that give you things to do, keep you on a routine, and keep you talking to the same people; you like the repetition. I hate it; I hate it in all its lumbering hindrance, but I love you.

The First Snowfall

Hope Luebbe Davidson ‘25

Looking out the window just as you’ve woken up, everything is covered in a blanket of white. For a minute, the world around you is silent and still. But all your memories triggered by the sight of the snow are loud and colorful. Waking up on the first snow day is like a trip down memory lane; a smile comes to your face without you even knowing it, recalling all the fun you’ve had in previous years.

Snow holds memories—so many of them, each very different from the next. Articulated by the famous Disney snowman, “Water has memory—and snow has memory too. Water vapor in the atmosphere freezes into tiny ice crystals. Beautiful and unique snowflakes are formed. Their intricate structure is destroyed shortly after, as millions of tiny crystals are packed into snowballs. As the snowballs multiply faster and faster, ammo is being created.

The tricky part is finding a hiding spot for the substantial number of snowballs. Making snow forts is the best way to prepare for the annual snowball fight. At first sight, snow seems soft and beautiful, but it can get quite chaotic. Fun is always had in the snow, but in your adventurous and fun-loving family, chaos is always evident. As the snowballs are packed together tighter and tighter, they are thrown harder and harder as we get older.

Once your day of fun is over, you go inside and thaw from the inside out with steaming hot chocolate. The warmth seeps into your fingertips as you cradle the mug, and your ears and face are still red from the cold outside. As you settle into the cozy indoors, the snow outside fades into the background, but the echoes of laughter and the sight of rosy, smiling faces remain vivid, transforming into cherished memories that leave behind nothing but warmth and smiles. It’s funny how snow transforms from a battleground to fun memories surrounded by white in a matter of moments.

The top layer of snow melts in the winter sunshine during the day and freezes in the chill of the night. Waking up to the driveway turned into an ice rink. Falling and slipping, but most importantly, laughing and smiling. Snow brings the coldest winters but also brings the warmest of hugs, smiles, and laughs.

Mysterious and Beautiful

Mia Boltz ‘25

           Snow. Snow is quiet, gentle, fragile, soft. Snow is magical.

           Through the eyes of my younger self, snow has not only been gorgeous, but it’s been a gateway to other imaginative wonders. Each snowflake has a place where the Whos sing, the Grinch attempts to steal Christmas but is stopped by his growing heart, and dreams come true.

           Snow has never just been frozen precipitation falling from the sky; rather, it’s been a universe surrounding me. Worlds containing the lives of people with feelings and thoughts slowly drifting towards the ground, towards what I assume is their end. Each moment a snowflake reaches the ground, another one is made, representing a new beginning.

           Everything comes to an end. Just like my imaginative belief of being in the middle of a universe when it snows down on me. Although as I age and my imagination fades, the magic of snow will stay with me forever. Maybe I won’t hear Whos singing or the Grinch laugh as he steals Christmas. But I will always appreciate the beauty and mystery that snow provides.

I Think I’m Being Haunted

Jack Kurtz ‘25

I think I’m being haunted—

As I walk through the newly fallen leaves

Hearing the crackle of every footfall

I hear a familiar set following behind

I whip around, trying to catch it in the act

Nothing

I think I’m being haunted

As I stare at the full moon

Listening to the silence of the night

I hear a familiar sound, from far off in the dark

I close my eyes, praying to hear it again

Nothing

I think I’m being haunted

As I slumber in my room

Surrounded by trinkets and memories

I wish I could have made one more

I try to reach out

Nothing

I wish I was being haunted

And I wish I could at least say

Goodbye

One more time

Día de Los Muertos

Christopher Nicolás ‘28

           It was the day of the year when I felt happy (apart from Christmas, when we celebrate someone’s birth). It was the day I felt a connection to other people apart from my mom.

           It was Día de los Muertos.

           My life was monotonous and disorganized.

           The sky was orangish and dark, and the sun was about to disappear.

           I started grabbing the tamales and setting them on the ofrenda. I grabbed a lighter and lit the candles.

           My mom set some drinks and a plate of steaming hot black mole on the table. She also put up the last piece of papel picado. She put more cempasúchil on the table.

           The completed ofrenda was beautiful. There was a photo of my abuelo. The table was decorated with a simple but beautiful cloth. The food was hot and looked appetizing on the table. There were tamales, tacos de lengua, atole, a glass bottle of Coca-Cola from Mexico, and other small Mexican treats. The cempasúchil flowers stood on the edges, decorating the edges. The candles were everywhere, and a cross was set in the middle, above my abuelo’s photo.

           Era hermoso.

           My mom turned off the lights.

           The ofrenda didn’t lose any of its beauty. In fact, the darkness only made it even more beautiful. The darkness contrasted with the lit candles and the vibrant colors of the ofrenda and papel picado. The darkness made it better.

           The ofrenda was like a light in the darkness. It never turned off, never lost any hope. It only grows and becomes more powerful. It would not succumb to anything. It looked beautiful.

           My mom looked at the ofrenda.

           I saw a deep sadness in her eyes. I could tell the ofrenda gave her bittersweet memories.

           “¿Cómo era mi abuelo?” I asked my mom.

           Every time this day came, I asked her this question.

           “Era como tu, pero mucho más maduro y menos serio,” she said.

           I looked at her, her brown eyes exposing a rich sadness.

           My mom was from Oaxaca, but she immigrated to the US to find a job and help my grandparents. She ultimately found a job and worked enough for us and our grandparents.

           She then met my godly father, and soon, they were about to have their first and only child.

           But my grandfather was always drinking sugary drinks, and he lived with diabetes for thirty years. The disease was taking over him, and he was lying down on his bed, ready to die.

           My mom wanted to go to Oaxaca and yearned to hug my grandfather for the last time, but she couldn’t. She was pregnant, and my godly father didn’t want to risk it. She couldn’t legally leave the country, and if she did, she would be temporarily locked out of the US.

           I was born as a blessing to my mom.

           But my godly father left my mom, and my abuelo succumbed to diabetes, dying in his sleep.

           My mom was happy about my birth, but she couldn’t stop crying after hearing the news about my grandfather. Every time I was asleep as a baby, she would cry alone. Cry alone for a week after my grandfather’s death.

           But she also felt abandoned because my dad had abandoned her. She was barely nineteen with a child in her hands, alone.

           But she soon recovered, and she was now happy again.

           “I know it’s hard,” I said. “But let’s celebrate his life. Today is Día de los Muertos,” I said.

           “Es cierto,” she said. “Eres lo último que tengo, la última persona que mantendrá con vida a mi abuelo.”

           “Tal vez,” I said. “But he’s also alive in your heart,”

           “Gracias,” my mom said.

           “De nada.” I looked at the ofrenda.

           The ofrenda meant a lot to me, but it meant even more to my mom.

           While my life was horrible—it was a constant mess—my mom lived a worse life. She had no one but me to help her. She was lonely. She had to work to get a decent apartment.

           Meanwhile, I found a new home with other demigods. But my mom was alone. I had something to do. I knew I would one day decide the fate of Olympus.

           “Go to sleep,” my mom said. “I need you to go to school; we’ll eat pan de muerto tomorrow.”

           “Okay,” I said. “Buenas noches.”

           I was in my room, pondering about how my mom felt.

           “Tal vez, I have luck,” I said.

           But my head wasn’t in the right place. I felt like I wasn’t okay.

           I looked at the candle on my desk. I would let it burn until the morning in honor of Día de los Muertos.

           While other kids were out trick-or-treating, I was here, having a good time thinking.

           Usually, I would be enjoying Día de los Muertos, but today, I didn’t feel as happy.

           Maybe it was because I was still adjusting to my new demigod life.

           My head started to hurt.

           A green aura started to appear, and the candle lost its flame.

           “Qué—?” I got up and looked.

           My whole room was masked in a green aura. The place seemed frozen.

           I wasn’t in the mood to be attacked by some god. I was about to turn my watch into sword mode, ready to defend myself from whatever monster was lurking in the shadows.

           “Elias, your mom is like me; I am trying to protect my daughter.”

           “Who are you?” I asked.

           “You’ll know. Tell Zoe that I’m coming for her soon.”

           I looked around.

           “I don’t know what you want with Zoe,” I said. “But if you work for the Time Lord or my friends—then you are playing with fire!”

           “I don’t know if that’s true,” the female voice said. “But I know you will try to stop me, and you should enjoy your useless holiday. Enjoy the moment before the world you know is over.”

           “Don’t dare to call this holiday useless!” I shouted.

           “But this is just the beginning of a new era,” the voice said. “You’ll see me again. Soon.”

           The green light disappeared, and time resumed.

           I instantly ran to the ofrenda, making sure it wasn’t destroyed.

           It stood there as if no one had touched it.

           “¿Qué pasó?” My mom asked.

           I looked at her and told her what happened.

           “Eso no es bueno,” I said.

           “Relax, it might be a coincidence,” my mom said. “Meanwhile, enjoy the moment.”

           My mom was too calm. Maybe she wanted me to relax.

           But I knew this had to do with it. It wanted me to tell me something was coming for Zoe. I don’t know what, but it was not good.

           I might not have much time left. I had accepted my destiny.

           “Bien,” I said, but with a bit of worry.

           I looked at the ofrenda. Its beauty allowed me to relax.

           Maybe my mom was right.

Seasons of Change

Annabelle Bowman ‘27

In autumn’s crisp embrace, the leaves descend,  

A dance of orange and red.

With each gentle flutter, they whisper and sigh,  

Reminding us softly of how we must try.  

A child, carefree, runs through the scattered gold;

She trips on a root; her laughter turns cold.

But she gathers her breath, brushes dust from her knee;

With a heart full of fire, she rises passionately.

Like leaves on the ground, we all sometimes fall; 

In seasons of struggle, we hear the faint call.  

Yet persistence is strength, a promise we keep; 

In moments of silence, we sow what we reap.  

The days grow shorter; the nights stretch and yawn, 

But from every fall, new dreams can be drawn.  

For winter will come, and the world will grow still,  

Yet spring will awaken with hope’s thrill.  

So when life’s autumn winds cause us to sway,  

Remember the leaves, how they dance their way.  

For each stumble we face is a part of the song;  

With courage and heart, we can rise;

We belong.